Monthly Archives: August 2008

So Confused…

It’s how you solve your problem that determines your character.

Honestly, I don’t feel good. I realized how fast friendships can be created and destroyed. It only takes a matter of time. Probably, as fast as a blink of an eye.

I don’t know what’s happening. I’m lost – lost in the map that I have voluntarily entered. I’m scared – scared of the boogeyman that I have created. I’m sad – sad of the things that is happening around me. I’m confused.

For now, I realized that friendship is like a glass; if it’s already broken, no matter how hard you try to fix it, it will never be the same again. I hope that in the following days, I’ll once again prove this wrong. I’m hoping.

Ati-atihan Festival

This morning, the Pamantasan ng Lungsod ng Maynila (PLM) turned out to be an extension of the Aliwan Festival. Several Philippine Festivals from Luzon, Visayas, and Mindanao were presented by Freshmen students from the College of Liberal Arts (CLA). My section, Block Four, decided to present the combination of “Ati-atihan Festival” from the Visayan Provinces and “Dinagyang Festival” which originated in Ilo-ilo.

Anxiety crept into us the moment we woke up. We are not prepared. Unlike other blocks, we decided to focus on this activity after the Midterm Examinations. So we decided to come to school as early as 5:00 AM.

Our costume consists of the following:

  • Black Face Paint
  • Charcoal, uling, to color our body black
  • Girls: wooden bead necklace, feathered arm bracelet, feathered anklet, plain feathers (for the hair) with a pony tie, leotards, and tights
  • Boys: wooden bead belt, cycling shorts, bahag-like cover, and a decorated broomstick with feathers

Our presentation did not seem to be OK. In a scale of 1-10, we probably scored 5. This served as a lesson to us – to spend time wisely and divide it equally. We promised ourselves to do better in the “Sabayang Pag-awit” contest in the end of August.

We enjoyed the experience and we never regretted our decision to focus on our examinations.

P.S. I’m in the school library right at this very moment! Friendster and other social network sites are not allowed so I just decided to blog. I will post some of the pictures next time I go online. To keep track of our block/section, click here.

Rock On!

I am starting to like rock songs more and more each day. Keeping my MP3 player at hand, I cannot help but to play the songs continuously. It has been a habit. Perhaps, an addiction. But I’m not interested to identify what’s up to me. I just want to play the songs that give my ears a pleasant feeling and my mood an uplifting spirit.

P.S. Finally, after a long time, I have changed my MP3 song  on my Friendster Profile. The song is entitled “Over You” by Daughtry.

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Nirvana

Nirvana is the blowing out or extirpation of all desires. In other words, Nirvana is the end of all kinds of sufferings.

It’s over. We attained Nirvana. The stress of late night review sessions, cramming before the tests, torture during the examinations, and worrying over the results are now over – for a while. Our block’s Midterm Examinations for the First Semester of our first year turned out to be OK, thank God.

At the end of our last examination, we bid the classroom good bye, got out, and shouted “Nirvana!”. This term gained its popularity in our block for a variety of reasons. It started during the discussion of the word in our Introduction to Philosophy and Ethics class with Prof. Deray. After that meeting, the term became the favorite of our mouths. We say “Nirvana” after facing and succeding in whatever kind of obstacle that blocks our way, be it a personal or a group matter.

But Nirvana is only temporary. Life is characterized by suffering, as Buddha says. We have not yet attained Post-Nirvana (ultimate Nirvana) because we are not still ready to face it. This is because of the “Filipino Festivals and Foods” contest, which is a part of the celebration of “Linggo ng Wika”.

We are not expecting to win but if God will permit, we’ll gladly accept it.

Midterm Examinations

I got busy reviewing for my midterm exminations. As a result, I didn’t become active these days. I’ll try to be back later, as soon as the examinations are over. Below is the complete schedule of my examination. I just decided to share it with you.

Wednesday

  • 07:00 – 09:00  AM – Introduction to Philosophy and Ethics
  • 11:00 – 01:00 PM – Sining ng Komunikasyon

Thursday

  • 07:00 – 09:00 AM – College Algebra
  • 11:00 – 01:00 PM – Philippine History and Government

Friday

  • 07:00 – 09:00 AM – Foundations of Behavioral Sciences
  • 11:00 – 01:00 PM – English Proficiency Instruction I

Saturday

  • 07:00 – 09:00 AM – Fundamentals of Science I

Fortunately, I won’t be having my tests in Foundations of Physical Activities and Foundations of Civic Welfare Training Service. The examinations in these subject areas are only given during the finals. Wish me luck!

The Afternoon

The weather is so cold in the confines of my room. Winds howl, bringing fresh air inside. I prefer this kind of weather because it is conducive for learning. I’ve been into an endless cycle of studying and sleeping this day.

I suddenly remembered a book that I have read these past days. It is entitled “MacArthur” which is written by Bob Ong. The book is about the tragic story of promising youths who got lost in their life’s journey because of drugs. It made me hate drugs more. Ignorance from the effects of drugs may deceive a person, especially the teenagers, into curiosity. This curiosity may be deadly for this will paved way for the consumption of drugs of the an individual. Thus, the sad story begins.

Clouds of thoughts cover my mind completely this day. It seems that I’ll be drowning into the pool of emotions I created. I don’t know what will happen next.

P.S. It’s raining.  :)

Monitor Problems

Right now, my computer set is experiencing technical difficulties especially my monitor screen. It tends to show a group of commands although I’m not pressing anything on the monitor. It was just annoying because I cannot do all my business well especially when that thing pops up. I am really annoyed! I hope this thing will be fixed in the morning.